Wednesday, August 04, 2004

ever had one of those dreams...

... where you wake up, and your heart is racing, and you're scared to move because of what you just dreamed??? and it felt so real you already thought you were awake???

last night i had one of those... and i was scared shitless... no kidding... i seriously thought someone was trying to get into my apartment... and when i woke up, my heart was about to pound out of my chest... and i was terrified of moving... so i just lay perfectly still, not even opening my eyes... afraid of what i might see... i layed there for what seemed like forever (maybe 10 min) listening... listening for the sound of someone else breathing... making sure i was alone... finally i was able to convince myself that it was all a dream, and i got up and checked all the doors and windows... of course, after that it was hard making myself go back to bed... i'm glad chris was around (online) to talk to... he calmed me down a bit... and i was able to finally get sleepy again...

i still didn't sleep well, though... i would wake up ever hour or so... but at least there weren't any more bad dreams...

so YAY for heros... i *heart* mine...

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